sharlene signed off @11:12 PM
Friday, June 29, 2007
seriously i FAIL my SE! ='(
today teacher show e grades inside e lecture hall
luckily is shown by admin no.
if not i'm damm paisei
my grp onli i fail.
tt's..............
embarrassing ! =(
think of dis reali moodless~
WAD test today
a BIG mess
i've done some of e requirements
add in some of e codes
but dunno can pass anot
i seriously hope can lor
if not i can say bye to poly liao
dis yr super jia lat 4 me
nth seems to go right.
common tests r hard to pass !
haiz..
went PS wif my grp
took cab down cuz eng is late as she's mtg her fren
frm e moment we took e cab
mic hv been askin e taxi driver qns.
luckily e driver is quite a fun guy
he even told us jokes of some of e passengers he pick up
hahas
went to eat KFC
full.
and my dad gt cook lor
so had to come home and eat
but till now i nv eat cuz too full la
hahas
tml gg out wif Eunice and Avril to get Avril's shoes
hahas
den gg to Chloe's full mth celebration.
think getting smth 4 her tml.
ytd midnite
around 2.15am++
i felt my room shaking
omg.
was damm scared
reali shaking
pls stop saying i dreaming
i haven reali slp tt time
i felt my pillow and blanket shaking
den i sit on my bed and den touch my laptop
and
it was shaking
e stacks of sweets tt i bought aso move place
scare e hell out of me
so nv slp till 3 plus
wake up den tell my dad bout it
tell my grp.
dey say i dreaming -_-
to my dear grp members:
pls. i noe i'm stupid
but
dun need so str. forward ba
and
i wont always get lost!
i noe how to c signboard.
ok!
thkz ^^
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sharlene signed off @10:26 PM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
I FAIL MY SFT.ENG TEST!!!
omg!
i did study it
i memorise it
i put my effort in it to study
i even dream of it
and in e end
...????...
i still fail.
y?
god noes?!
damm disappointed wif myself.
haiz.. =(
and its 20%!
wth!!
i'm v unhappy!
y some ppl can pass so easily ?
while ppl lyk me study so hard and still fail?
cuz
...
.....
.......
some r clever and i'm STUPID!
yeah!
stupid indeed!
ppl noe how to use BRAIN
i juz dunno.!
went to vivo to meet Eunice
hahas
always fun to go out wif her
^^
lots of laughters =)
shop 4 Avril's shoe
found a nice one and we're gg back on sat to buy it if Avril can wear it
hahas
nxt proceed to finding dress
but
..
end up,
we went to Q 4 e doughnuts
whaha
and we were discussing whether to buy 1/2 dozen or 1 dozen
aft much discussion
we bought 1/2 dozen each
=)
thkz Eunice 4 paying e doughnuts!
den meet her husband 4 dinner
we went to a jap. restaurant
hahas
e food was nice
but
4got to take pict of it
totally 4got until we finish eating
lOl
dey pay 4 e food
omg.
so pai sei..
thkz v paying my share too =]
den went home in their car..
chit chat on e way
same thing
laughters
hahas..
till
reach my hse
hahas
went up aft biding gdbye
dey went to pick up Avril
Eunice let me try a sample of her make up remover
and
it was SUPERB!
totally remove everythin
not leaving anythin on e face
hahas
i'm gg to buy tt!
tml WAD test
die la
y always test?
and test those sickening modules
haiz...
gg crazy soon la..
even though open book
i still gone case
aRRRR!!!!!
think go study ba..
cannot afford to fail anymore tests
if not i reali will fail modules
='[
god bless me!!!!
took some picts while waiting 4 Eunice today @ Vivo
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nth to do while waiting ~
lonely waiting~
where r u???~
reaching soon..~
yes! u reach~ hahas
sharlene signed off @9:36 PM
went 4 tuition dis aftnoon
meet pauline @ around 6pm
went to town 4 shopping
hahas
1st we went to PS
ate pasta mania
delicious! ^^
aft tt, walk to town
me and paul bought a pair shoes @ Everlast
hahas..
1st pair of flat cover up shoe
cuz always buy heels or cock shoe
lol
den bought a pair of ear ring and some rubber bands
wonder if i will use those rubber bands
hahas
den went to mango to look 4 mic
hahas.
she dun seems to be working
but was tryin on dress
den we tot of gg taka
so walk out of shaw
den was stop by 2 aunties
was ask to help dem complete a survey
i cant help cuz my family members r workin in shopping malls
so too bad. hahas
pauline ans e survey
omg!
e survey was super thick wif sooOO many pages
stand der lyk bout 10 mins
-_-
was 9.30 and we sat down at mac 4 drink
wait 4 mic and sm to finish work
den head to kovan to eat
cuz sm say he hungry
super full again
hahas
den wait 4 bus to go home
super long la e bus
mic and paul was playing @ e bus stop
-_-
hahas
finally bus came and off we went
reach home show daddy my new shoe
hahas
my 1st sis say nice
she aso wan to buy
hahas
great day!
luv it!
^^
* dun worry
u still hv US!
we'll always be by ur side.. =)
cheer up and dun think so much
hehes =D
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our food! ^^
my new shoe! ^^
sharlene signed off @12:11 AM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
ERP test today
e paper is damm hard
sec B gone
sec A mcqs anyhow choose
sec C do le dunno correct anot
die la
piangz!
proceed to ERP lab lesson
dis lesson is simply boring
doing nth
except practical
short practical
den do nth le
today's bus journey back home is real slow
dunno izit e bus driver drove v slow or wad
its longer den usual
maybe reason is tt i take bus alone
and nv talk to anybody
so it seems longer den usual
maybe....
reach home ate dinner
and
sian
peeling is back again!
argh!
tot recover le
but it still came back..
haiz
wad is tt damm prob?
super pek chek
irritated!
wth!
tml hving tuition @ 3pm
sian!
and my hair is always difficult to manage aft cutting
y???
i tot cut le will be easier to manage?
sick and tired of my hair
y am i so irritated now?
i dunno e real reason behind it
but its juz IRRITATED
its onli e 2nd day of sch reopen
and here i'm feeling damm vexed!
bout everythin
i noe i dun deserve any trust
its ok.
no matter wad e reason is
i accept e fact
y cant we go back to last time when we used to be?
y cant we maintain e happy times we used to hv?
y cant we compromise and avoid quarrel?
y everytime we hv to face conflicts?
y is our conflicts endless?
y cant we hv trust between us?
y izit so difficult to maintain a gd frenship?
y?
maybe i did smth wrong or wad to spoil everythin
enuff of everythin!
i reali hope everythin is peaceful and trouble free!!!
---
tired.
nth much to say
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sharlene signed off @9:59 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
super tired today
think cuz its e 1st day of sch
luckily tml aftnoon lesson
so can wake up abit late
fall aslp inside e lib dis aftnoon
while e rest is doing prj and studying ERP
so nice slping inside =)
think of not studying ERP today
cuz
i noe once i open book,
i'll sure fall aslp!
hahas
so tml mornin wake up den study ba
^^
i've noe everythin since dunno when
so no need to hide frm me
i dun give it a damm
doesn't affect me anyway
i'm happy
i'm satisfied
i'm relieve
ur actions / words wont affect me
dun need to ask me who am i referring to
if u think is u den is u
if u think u r not e one den u r not e one!!
--
thkz to peilin, fer and caspia 4 e present!
its nice!
hahas
muz hv spent alot of time doing it ^^
thkz alot! =D
#tired..
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sharlene signed off @9:00 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
today slack whole day
woke up in e aftnoon
den went out wif daddy and bro around evening
went to amk hub
shop quite long
happy!
bought a pair of heels
cost $39.90
and
a dress cost $ 59.90
plan to wear it on 2nd sis wedding
all daddy pay 4 it!
thkz!
hahas
daddy bought himself a white color long sleeve shirt
and a pair of shoe
be4 gg home
we went to subway to get out dinner
take away
bought 2 subway meltz
we order 2 footlong
hahas
den went home
ate our subway dinner
and
watch Initial D at e same time
wad a nice show!
although watch tons of times le
but its still nice!
same as 200 pounds beauty
^^
super FULL
=O
nice dinner!
tired
tml sch start
sian arrrr!!!
gt to wake up early to go sch 4 boring lessons
MONDAY BLUES!!!
=(
today nv touch book
nv study erp today
die la
left tml to study
but
think later study awhile be4 gg to bed
=/
lyk my new dress and shoe so much!
=)
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sharlene signed off @10:56 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
woo...
juz back frm performance
reach so early
in e end sing e last one
somemore onli 1 song
cuz not enuff time
hahhas
not bad la
1 song 30 bucks
^^
Avril came to my performance wif her parents
hahas
but too bad she's tired le
so went home w/o watchin my turn to perform
hahas
nxt time ba =)
so sry
made u all wait so long =/
haiz
still hv to study ERP
5 more topics to go
jia you!!!
hahas
dad say tml go walk walk shop shop
c gt any clothes 4 2nd sis wedding anot
her wedding day is gettin nearer and nearer
hahas
on e 20th July 07 ( 20.07.2007)
excited!!! ^^
dis aftnoon
met up wif cindy.karen.joan
went to hv lunch at xin wang
e food is not bad
thkz joan 4 e treat! =)
and thkz 4 e present by cindy, karen & joan
^^
i luv it! =)
hahas
1 more day to sch reopen
argh!
sian la..
help!! i dun wan to go sch!
><
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sharlene signed off @11:32 PM
Friday, June 22, 2007
e attitude is BAD
although u r my fren
not reali fren but those "hi" fren
i hate ur attitude!
dun wan to c ur face!
went tuition juz now
nxt week gettin $ le.
wow
haha
and tml der's performance
aso gt $$ take ..
wow
nice! ^^
mtg cindy.karen.joan @ cityhall 4 lunch tml
too bad i cant join dem 4 ktv aft tt
cuz gt to come home prepare 4 my performance
argh!
=(
sch starting in 2 days time
worst thing is tt
der's test --
IADP test
ERP test
der's prj submission --
SE prj to be submitted on week 12
c# prj to be completed
IADP prj to be completed
haiz..
endless test and prjs to be completed
when will dis cruel days end?
gg singing lesson later
9 + or 10pm
tired lei
hahas
omg!
4 ulcers found
gosh!
no more tibits dis few days!
=/
bro came back ytd midnite
he reali came back empty handed
except some snacks
-.-
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sharlene signed off @6:52 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
went to kbox today
wif
cheryl
vincci
ben
Jc
**
dunno y
suddenly lyk no song to sing
haha
so sang juz a few songs compare to other days i went
always sing not enuff
but today
i realize no songs to sing
aft tt
meet pauline @ amk hub
went 4 dinner @ amk hub wif
ben
jc
pauline
vincci
**
5 of us
foodcourt is full of ppl
saw lishan eating wif her fren der
ate japanese food
so nice ^^
den shop awhile
bought myself a top
$29.90
not bad and i lyk it.
=)
went home aft tt
nth to do
cuz prjs dunno how to cont. doing
haha
esp. IADP!
dis module is SO sickening!
i simply HATE it
haiz
although e teacher is quite gd
but i juz dun lyk e module
can start counting down to sch reopen
super no feel 4 sch
aRgh!
%!@$#%
hahas
finally!
everythin's back to normal
and i lyk e way i'm now!
pls dun come and disturb me anymore!
*( think those around me will noe wad i'm talkin bout ) ^^
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sharlene signed off @10:23 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
went to sch today
actually is go 4 Jaric's lesson
but
leave 30 mins aft he start
..
came home saw Jas watching 200 pounds beauty
so i sit der and watch aso
although watch many times be4
haha
still nice ^^
dinner around 10pm..
hv chilli crab 4 dinner!
wow
long time nv eat
was so FULL
hahas
wif Jas, Oscar, 1st sis and me
still same thing - full of laughters!
^^
sian
sch starting soon
not in e rite "feel" to go sch
lolz!
how i wish can stay at home everyday! =/
*tired..
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sharlene signed off @11:43 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
as usual
went 4 tuition lesson
reach der
no one was home
so i call mic and ask her help me ask e student's mum y no one was home
cuz her mum workin in mango too
her mum said maybe dey went out
and
4got today gt lesson
so i say its ok
was bout to went home,
saw dem walkin back
think dey went 4 lunch
walk towards dem
den dey saw me
lOl
her grandma was so anxious
cuz she 4got today's tues
hahaa
so i follow dem up
start tuition...
...
....
......
......
and towards ending of tuition
she told me tt she's not in v gd terms wif her classmates
she's sad...~
bla bla..
......
........
talk to her till 3:45pm
went off
took bus home
and near e stop i was alighting,
der's a car accident
car crash into another car
walk home and saw grandpa downstairs wif his fren
chatting away...
................
came home den study topic 3 of ERP
alot to memorise sia..
memory not enuff..
think muz "upgrade"
lOl
later gg K wif Jas and 1st sis
think gg hg one..
wow
dis week alot of Ks
today - Jas ++
thurs - ben ++
sat - cindy ++
hahahas
( ++ means wif others)
^^
tml gg back sch 4 JARIC's lesson
3 - 6pm
think go back aso e same la
dunno wad's gg on
haiz..
pathetic...~
performance on sat
think is @ bt batok
if not wrong
lOl
and sun's e last day of holi
sch starting
sian..
i prefer stayin at home den gg to sch
arRRRR!
hate it!
cuz sch starts == STRESS!!!
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sharlene signed off @6:24 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
"alarm clock" wake me up @ around 2? haha ^^
ytd was father's daynv celebrate cuz whole day not freedad mornin went out to give out 2nd sis's wedding invitations
den came back in e evening
prepare den bring me to performanceaft performance went to b'dae celebration till 12 plus
den went home
nv get daddy any present
so
i gave him my earnings 4 tt dayalthough is onli 50 bucksbut it represents my sincerity ^^ bro went to genting juz now around 9pm
wif his frenz and frenz's parents
wow
ask him to help me c gt nice things to buy anothahahe agree to help me keep a look out =)
thkz!
hope u dun come home empty handed
hahas
tml hving tuition @ 2pm
and maybe pauline is taking over my tuition lesson aft dis mth
cuz i'm afraid i gt too many things to do
including performances
she agreed
so now i hv to ask e student's mum to c whether she agree to it anot..
dis week still gt performancenv ending performancebut its gd aso gt $$ to earn .. ^^sch reopen gt exams
ERP - topic 1 - 10 * 20% ( sch is mad!)
Jaric's test - 10%? not sure
submit of prjs..
C#
SE
IADP
can i finish all dis on time?
hope so..
rushing in progress..... >>>>>>>>>>>>>
k la.
back to study my ERP..
10 topics
hope to survive aft i finish all dis topics..
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sharlene signed off @11:34 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
today's father's day
dun think will celebrate
cuz no time
hving performance tonite
&
aft performance gg to a b'dae celebration
actually dun feel lyk gg to e celebration
but i think dad say wan to go
so no choice gt to go
juz finish my lunch wif 1st sis & Jas
again full of jokes
hahas
quite fun ^^
thkz Apple 4 e present
and its chocolate!
i LUV chocolates
and its NICE!!
=) thkz v much
quite sad tt dey split up
dey said is due to studying
and 1 wans to stop singing
and e other 1 continue
so
teacher made a decision
she go solo
i saw dem huggin each other
truly its quite sad
their eyes turn red
tears @ e corner of e eyes
but
dey hold back their tears
i'm sad aso
=/
haiz..
its such a wasted tt dey split
dey made such a gd pair
was quite popular
but now
become solo..
tt's life
uPs and doWns
all e best to u!
u can make it even u go solo
daddy's present think gt to forgo it dis yr
but
nvm
still gt his b'dae in sept
i will get e UPAPA 4 u!
i promise!
=)
i'll let u hv ur v 1st massage machine!
^^
gg out @ around 6 plus ba
dunno e area @ where
again follow dad
hehe..
# i dunno wad's come over me
but anyway sry
sry bout everythin
r we still e same old best fren?
hope so.
lastly
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
I LOVE U DAD!!!
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sharlene signed off @3:02 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
back frm tuition
later hving performance :O
still nv say
i hestitate...
and
juz now i think thr le.
better dun give up
der's reason to it
but i guess i'll save e reason to persuade myself not to give up
hahas
still haven get a present 4 daddy
omg
how?
dun think der's time to get 1.
shit man!
haiz.
CANNOT!
muz think of a way
hmmmm........
...............
.........
.....
..
.
think think think!!!
think think think!!!
still gt a little time to think.
grandpa can walk w/o e walkin stick le.
haha
saw him today walkin to my hse
i'm SO happy !!! =D
# if i'm hopeless
den give up on me
i'm perfectly fine
cuz i noe
u've tolerate me enuff!
and i can sense tt,
we r no longer e same..
esp. me!
even msging,
its DIFFERENT
u used to include my name infront,
now?
no more!
so i guess its time// give up hope on me ba
thkz 4 all e things u've done 4 me
i appreciate it!
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sharlene signed off @4:15 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
tuition was canceled again
cuz her mum today nv work so bringing dem out
so i say ok
change to tml 2pm
haiz..
reali thinking..
wan to give up?
struggling~ its a hard decision
muz make a fast decision!
went 4 singing lesson
when we reach
der's still 1 more grp haven learn
so we gt to wait
while waiting
we play poker cards found inside e cupboard
lOl
hahas
quite fun la
@ around 9.45pm
we went into e room and start our lesson
lesson was fun thr out.
quite abit of laughters
ended @ around 11
went home
tml der's performance @ bedok?
not sure bout e place
muz go out around 6.30pm
everytime performance,
i dunno e place
i juz follow my dad
reach der juz sing
sing finish go home
haha
everythin leave to my dad!
dis sun aso gt performance
and aft performance,
gt to go 4 a b'dae celebration of 1 of e teacher
she has invited us over
haiz
der goes father's day
dunno how to celebrate aso
and no time to get a present
shit man!
think tml or sun aftnoon need to go out shop awhile 4 present
acutally tot of buying upapa
but
85% my dad say dun wan
he sure say waste $$
so ?
gt to think of another gift
....
..
.
same old thing.
was reddish around e lips.
itch abit
later gt to take e medicine
den go slp
cuz e nurse says e med will cause drowsy
dun understand aso
med. 4 itch will cause drowsy meh?
lOl
1st time heard
i onli heard of flu med. will cause drowsy
wadeva~
juz c whether will hv e drowsy effect on me anot.
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sharlene signed off @11:31 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
went to c doc today
he say e same thing
skin sensitive~
lOl
cost me another 15 bucks dis time
hope e cream works!
+
he has given me medicine to stop e itch
=)
but onli can take it at nite
cuz it'll be drowsy
went pauline hse watch vcd
watch 2 vcd
all on vampires!
haha
den around 7 plus went home
dad bought me dinner
aft eating
ate ice cream again
today eaten 2 alr
haha
den watch idol drama
"转角遇到爱 ” Corner with Love
keep wan to watch but always nv watch
now finally watch!
haha
not bad show
=)
tml hving tuition lesson @ 3pm
den at nite hving singing lesson
sat hving performance
same old thing -
TIREDdis holiday seems to pass so fast
today's alr thurs.
1 week gonna pass
shit!
prjs all still e same
seems no improvement
and aft holiday
der's examz again
god damm!
so tired.
think wont slp late today
but
always say dun slp late
in e end always slp late!!!
=/
*maybe i'm in e wrong
doesn't matter
juz let it be
no explanation needed
cuz i noe
50% i'm in e fault 4 bringing dis up.. ... ....
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sharlene signed off @10:21 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
went back to sch to do C# prj
c e qn lyk so easy to do
but actual fact
was damm difficult!
do till 4 plus
dey went to kou fu to eat
i din eat cuz not hungry +
dad cookin tonite =)
dad came to fetch me
cuz he bring grandpa 4 check up
so came to sch to fetch me home too
thkz dad!
save e trouble of taking bus wif my lappy..
reach home
upload picts 4 my cousin
omg
i actually can upload and slp at e same time!
-_-
cuz upload to blogger muz wait
so i use e waiting time to slp
so i drift in and out frm slp
power me!
think i'm reali too tired
hahas
tml thurs
actually gt tuition
but i change it to fri
cuz i wan to rest
super tired
no energy to teach
so change to fri
tml make sure i slp till enuff!!!
thinkin of completing all e prjs during dis holiday
but i dun think its possible
=(
haiz..
sch start gonna be busy again
argh!
i HATE yr 2!
NO peace!
* tired tired tired *
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sharlene signed off @9:19 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
woke up @ 1 plus
prepare and get ready to go 4 tuition lesson
went out @ around 2:30
3pm ~ tuition
~
~
~
4:45pm
ended e lesson
her grandma offered me drink and a few biscuits
haha..
thkz!
so ps . always give me drinks.
dis time still give biscuits.
went to hg mall
help pauline to take laptop frm eng
den went home
reach home dad say he saw me crossing e road at hg mall
its not green man and i was crossing and lookin @ my phone
lol
den he asked me later wan to hg mall anot
ask him go der 4 wad
he say go look 4 books
so i acc him.
walk pass a shop sellin towels
and dad pointed to a towel wif e pict of Barbie doll
and i think i heard him saying later come back and buy
lol
so we went into hg mall
spent a long time inside e popular.
juz to wait 4 my dad
i look thr all e storybooks cover and content
even read some fairy tales books,
went over to e music store to look @ cds and vcds
around 8 plus.
went to e lib.
dad spent some time in der too
i had nth to do
so i browse thr e books again
dis time round,
not fairy tales
but
on pregnancy!
lol
tellin mothers how to take care 4 e 9 mths of pregnancy!
omg
i actually look @ dis books
flip thr.
all chinese words
dunno how to read.
so juz flip and look @ e picts
we left e lib 15 mins be4 closing
dad went to e bakery to buy bread
and i ask dad to buy tarts
haha
its delicious
yummy!
was hungry
so went to hv our dinner
ate western food
and dad ate rice
aft eating
we drove home
today
super tired
not onli today
dis few days
reali tired
dunno y
think is cuz of staying up late
* last fri.
i left my thumb drive in sch!
4got to bring home
actually i dun even noe i left my thumb drive in sch
its onli when ben ask me to send him prj
den i realize my thumb drive is not inside my pouch
and i gt worried
cuz all e prjs and work all inside
gosh!
and to my surprise
JC went back to e sch to help me search 4 it e nxt day
it was a mon and we r hving our holiday
omg!
i tot he's onli jk
he's REAL
and he found it!
thkz so much JC!
reali 100 thkz to u!
:)
to e doc:
doc. ur cream dun work man!
say apply twice a day
how long hv i been applying liao
still haven recover yet
and its worst!!!
so? wad do i do now?
keep applyin?
ya. keep applying....
not twice a day but alot of times a day
till when?
i dunno... .......... ..................
/\/\/\/\/\. dad, we nv buy e towel /\/\/\/\/\
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sharlene signed off @10:54 PM
Monday, June 11, 2007
received a msg frm paul @ around 11 plus
saying wan to go Kbox
and i look @ e time
still early so i went back to slp
time slot : 2 - 7
its 11 plus
so slp..
cont. slp
till 12.30
piangz!
jump up
faster go bath,
den meet paul @ 1.15
took bus to amk
hungry so went to buy pancake to eat
den head 4 kbox
start singing
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till 7pm
went to pasar malam der to walk
den took bus home
reach home
went over to my cousin hse to collect e disc
contains picts of her baby Avril frm birth till now
my job is to upload to her blog
^^
she's damm CUTE!
XD
onli finish uploading picts of yr 2005
tml cont. uploading aft i come back frm tuition lesson
tml will be 2006 onwards till dis yr
=D
feeling sian
feeling tired
feeling restless
feeling moodless
feeling irritated!
stop askin me Qn!
back off!
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sharlene signed off @11:52 PM
sharlene signed off @3:52 PM
nth to do while waiting ~
lonely waiting~
where r u???~
reaching soon..~
yes! u reach~ hahas
our food! ^^
my new shoe! ^^
