Suddenly i fell frm heaven to hell.
my life no longer sparkles..
no longer as beautiful as rainbow..
to be honest,
i felt reali miserable now..

ytd when i was at home,
i cried 4 e whole nite.
cried till i dunno when did i fall aslp..

woke up dis morning wif a pair of puffy & swollen eyes.
had to put double thick of my eyeliner..
dun intend to go to work,
but had no choice cuz der's not enuff teachers..

i had to put on my mask in sch..
smiling to everyone & playing wif e kids..
when dey were aslp.. everywhere was quiet..
onli at tt moment of time, i could reali heard my heart crying..
i felt lyk i've stabbed my heart wif a sharp knife..
it was bleeding & torn to pieces.. ='(



i always said im fine.. ... but now i realized im not.. ...







how i wish i would nv wake up tml.. .... ='(

Think its been a while since i came in to blog..
im too tired plus busy..
hehe.. =)

previously i mentioned tt im working on my hot air balloon..
dis were e balloons .. hanging across my class...

looks funny rite?
Principal says it looks lyk bomb.
Teacher Ang says it looks lyk Bee Hive..
????
anymore??
lOl.
haven ready yet ok..
be patiance.. (:

oh ya..
Mon i was teaching dem eng..
topic was transportation ..
dis were wad i drew on e board..

i hv nv drew a decent motorcycle & bicycle in my whole life..
now im doing it!!!!
hehe..

well..
basically i 4gotten wad i did 4 e past few days..
except mtg dear 4 dinner aft work..
coming home & slp ..
tt's all ..

der's dis day which i rmb-ed v clearly..
it was a Tues.. 3 days ago..
a real SHITTY day 4 me..

dis was wad had happened..
aft e kids lunch time, while i was abt to prepare their mattress 4 nap time..
i went to get a pail, fill it wif water & spray in some amt of 消毒水.. ( @ dis moment, i 4gotten wad's tt called in eng) ..
anyway, aft preparing, i put e pail on e cabinet where i usually put.
aft putting, Teacher Chris called out to me..
she said dis ..
Chris: " shimin, is Wan Jing frm ur class?"
Me: " Yes.. y?"
Chris: " she had poo on her pants, in e toilet bowl & on e floor."
Me: " HUH! -.-" @_@" "

i wanted to faint when i saw it lor..
Hell man..
had a tough time cleaning her & all e mess she created..
finally done wif e cleaning aft abt 15 mins..! =(

wanted to go & get e mattress & wipped it be4 e kids slpt on it..
den i heard a splash sound & a pail dropping sound.
e kids overturned my pail of water i've prepared to wipe e mattress.
Hell again!!!
i was so damn fed up wif dem .. !!!!
&!#&*!%#!^

had to clean up e mess again ..
finally settle dem to slp..
had my lunch ..
den work on my hot air balloon ..
der's dis lil' kid name cheryl..
she's new here..
heard frm my 2nd sis tt her mum was my sis's fren..
so coincidental.. lOl .. ^^

she was walking here & der wif her bag & water bottle instead of slping..
suddenly she poo..
she had pampers on.. but it leaked out!!
Teacher Michelle asked me to carry her to e toilet & check whether its her or Dylan who poo-ed..
i checked & realised it was her..

Teacher Michelle went to get e mop.
while i quickly looked 4 toilet paper to clear up e poo be4 anyone babies stepped on it..
2nd time clearing poo!!! -.-"

soon time to wake up..
dey had their speech & drama class.
it ended ard 4pm plus..

der's dis girl called Yu xin in my class.
she went to e toilet to poo.
but i dunno how come i saw her standing infront of me wearing her pants..
den out of a sudden,
she POO on e floor right infront of me!!!!
well, she had diarrhoea..

she kept saying sry Miss Hong while crying ..
Hell again..
i went to search 4 clothes 4 her to change..
Auntie Koh help me to clean up my class floor..
while i shower her..
went into e toilet, i found tt she aso poo in e toilet bowl..
so i asked her y didn't she finished it be4 coming out..
she said she had diarrhoea & wanted to look 4 her mum!!!!!!
...........???????????
ok. fine.

and dis moment, Dylan was walking abt ..
he was walking towards e direction of e Poo & abt to stepped on e Poo.!!
i called out to him ..
but his reaction was too slow..
in e end he still stepped on it. =.="
i dunno whether to laugh or to get angry..
So i carried him to e toilet.
Michelle washed his lil' feet 4 him..
haha..

i clean her up including her pants..
3rd time clearing shit!
wth..
tt day i felt lyk i was a night soil collector. @_@"
extremely terrible day 4 me..

went to e saloon on e way home frm work on wed..
was hving mood swing so decided to cut my fringe away cuz its making me damn pissed off.
i had a fringe cut which i would nv agreed to cut in e past..
but i had it cut on wed.. --- BANGS.
e moment i sat down in e saloon,
i regretted. lOl..
but i dare not stood up.. so i gave up..
let her cut..

On thurs,
i brought my class out to e playground to hv some fun aft their maths lesson.
i could c tt dey r reali enjoying themselves & reali freaking happy!
as if dey hv nv been to e playground. lOl.

taken some picts of dem hving fun..





New Version of Little Red Ridding Hood..
he's Little White Ridding Hood.
cute??
hehehe.. =P

Met up wif dear ytd nite..
hv our super late dinner..
my fishball noodles..
he ate fried kuay tiao..



its e 7th mth now.
had performance today..
sleepy & tired cuz i woke up at 5.30am today to go to work..
left work at 5pm, rush home to prepare..
still had a lil' time to take some pict..
hahas =D

smile ..

Damn!
blogger gt prob again.. -.-"""
reali la. shld give up blogging using dis stupid blogger..

12th Aug 2009 (Wed)

wed aft work,
was supposed to go home myself cuz not mtg up wif dear.
but who noes aft i finished work,
received a call frm him asking me where am i.
told him im walking to e bus stop.
he said he's waiting 4 me @ e bus stop..
but wrong bus stop. lOl!!

its alrite..
at least its a pleasant surprise.. =)

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13th Aug 2009 (Thurs)

thurs work was normal..
aft work,
met up wif dear..
its our Mac day cuz of e Hello Kitty thing.
hehe.. =)

but tt's onli available when u purchased a Happy Meal.. -.-"
but i wanted e shaker fries..
so in e end,
we ordered 2 Happy Meal & 1 MacSpicy Meal Upsize to get my shaker fries..
tt's indeed a lot!!
hahas.
v v full .. =)
cant upload my picts.. =(


P/s: Happy 6th Mth dear!!
i luv u.. =)
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14th Aug 2009 (Fri)

today's art & craft lesson i let dem do Hot Air Balloon..
i highly estimated dem tt dey could do it..
but i was wrong..
in e end im e one doing it 4 dem & Teacher Ang helping me..
thanks alot!! =)
its still undone..
im gg to continue wif it nxt wk..

i swear im not gg to do Hot Air Balloon again ..!!
haiz..
i hope e result would be gd when its done..
if not reali wasted my effort & time.

had dinner wif dear aft work..
we had e delicious chicken rice..
but i had a craving 4 Laksa..
so dear ordered another bowl of Laksa 4 me..
HELL man.
i ate quite alot dis few days.!

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15th Aug 2009 (Sat)

today woke up ard 9 plus..
ZZZzzz.
super tired plus sleepy..
2nd sis & baby alvis came over..

so i spent some time wif alvis be4 i doze off again..
till 12 plus i woke up again..
and den dunno y i fell aslp again..
baby alvis was aso hving his nap..
till ard 2.45pm..

still v sleepy & tired. =(
watched a movie.. " 2 Fast 2 Furious "
cooL... nice...

dear said we'll meet up ard 5 plus..
so i continued my movie till ard 4 plus..
dear msg me said he's coming over..
GOSH! i still haven start preparing yet..
so immediately stopped my movie & rush to bathe.

in e end im onli done ard 5.45pm.
im so sry.. =(

we hv fried kuay tiao 4 dinner..
didn't managed to finish cuz i dun hv much appetite today. =/
so i wasted e food.
haiz..

went to East Coast aft tt..
strolled ard e BBQ area..
c-ing so many ppl hving BBQ session,
i tot of e last time i attended a BBQ session..
damn long ago! -.-"

strolled halfway,
dear piggyback me..
lOl.
think its my 1st time being piggyback??
haha.
i lyk e feeling but so many ppl walking ard.. im shy la.. *v*
haha..

my alighting point was outside e public toilet.
lOl.
cuz we wanted to go to toilet..
walao.. e toilet was damn dirty..!!

quickly get back to e car cuz too many mosquitoes..
went to get drink & tried out my luck..
& welcome a new member.. ---> Mr Nosey..
hehe..
oh ya.. last few days i had a new member too .. ---> Mr Greedy..
too bad i cant upload my picts ... =(

off to play my game .. =)




to be continue ....

had my appt @ ttsh today..
started my work @ 8am till 12pm..
dear came to fetch me to ttsh..
be4 tt, we had to send a kid to her sch 1st cuz e principal was busy.

cant eat anythin at least 6 hrs be4 e UltraScan ..
so morning when i woke up, i onli had 3 small butter crackers.
onli had a few sips of water cuz im onli allowed 3 glasses of water be4 e scan..
troublesome ..=x

my appt time was 2.45pm..
but we reached der super early..
e time we reached was ard 1.10pm.
lOl.
had myself registered @ e counter..

went in to wait outside e room ..
@ abt 2pm, all e nurses & doc came back frm their lunch..
@ abt 2.10pm, my name was called..
e scanning took abt 30 mins..
aft tt, im allowed to go..
2 wks ltr i gt to go back to collect my report..

im feeling damn super hungry be4 e scan..
ZZZzzzzz....
so aft e scan, i finished up all e butter crackers tt i usually bought to e centre..

be4 we had our lunch,
we went to petrol kiosk ..
dear top up his car petrol, bought 2 big bags of tibits, a packet of peanut, a cappuccino vanilla coffee & a strawberry milk.
vanilla coffee is 4 him ..
strawberry milk is 4 me..
tt 2 big bag of tibits r 4 us to pinic inside e car..

i dun take coffee at all ..
but dis one was exception..
cuz it had vanilla in it.. =)
u think if der's no vanilla in it i would drink it???
ans is no.. =)

had our lunch aft tt..
meatball noodles..
not bad.. =)

8th Aug 2009 (Saturday)

dragged myself to work on sat..
super tiring.. =(
while e kids r hving their nap,
i laid down to slp wif my fav baby in sch..
we share a single mattress. lOl!!

but i slpt 1st..
hahahas!!!
halfway i woke up & realized tt he's looking at me instead of slping..
den i pat him on his back..
slowly, he fell aslp.. sound aslp.. =)
i went back to slp again..

aft work,
went to hv my hair rebonded & colored.
dear came to look 4 me..
aft my hair session,
we went to East Coast to hv Carl's Jr 4 dinner..

e super BIG burger..

mine :

his:

we were bloated till we cant finish our fries... =(

ard 10pm plus ..
we went to Mustafa ..
walked ard..
shopped ard..
im not e onli one playing wif e soft toys..
dear was playing too..
gg ard wrestling wif e toys.. -.-"
interesting & funny.

saw alot of black ants wandering ard..
lOl.
Oops! =x

by e time i reached home,
it was abt 2am plus ...
dear had to reach ltr den me..
cuz he sent me home 1st..

tt concluded my sat..

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9th Aug 2009 (Sunday)

it was National Day today.
woke up ard 1pm plus..
played game till 4 plus ..
went to take a shower & continued my game..

till ard 6pm,
prepared myself 4 performance located @Jurong..
e stage was damn pathetic.
mic system was damn pathetic aso.. =(
had a hard time singing..

but 1 thing gd was, we were able to go home @ 8.45pm..
tt was early .. =)
reached home, showered & watched a movie..
aft movie, played my game again ..
slpt ard 2am plus..
dis was how i spent my National Day. -.-"
boring ... *yawn*

tt concluded my Sun ..
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10th Aug 2009. (Monday)

Holiday today!!
meaning no need to work.. =)
woke up ard 11am plus..
played my game again ..
till dear called me.. i went to shower..

met up wif him ard 1pm plus..
it was our movie day today.. =) *happy*

went to Tamp mall.
wanted to get e ring Paul mentioned to me..
happily & excited abt e ring..

when we reached der,
we found e ring w/o any sweat.. =)
it was reali beautiful ..
lyk wad Paul said, i would definitely luv it.!!

Indeed!! i luv e ring so much ..!!!
but sadly, no more sizes 4 me.. =((
was reali damn disappointed & sad.. =(((
cant bear to leave e counter. =((
was thinking whether e sales person would suddenly say "yes. i found ur size!"
yeah. in my dream.. =((((
haiz..

came all e way but no more sizes.. =(
went to get tix 4 movie..
was thinking whether to watch w "Up" or "Where got ghost" or "G.I Joe"
both "Up" & "Where got ghost" were FULL HOUSE!!!
so we chose "G.I Joe" ..
not tt lucky, onli left seats tt was 2 rows frm e front. -.-"
HELL near man!

no choice gt to take tt seat.
haiz..

bought Popcorn Combo set & Nachos Combo set..
e person asked me whether i would lyk sweet or salted 4 my popcorn..
i requested 4 mix..
she nodded her head.
but when we finished e whole popcorn,
HELLO WOMAN!!!!! der isn't any SALTED popcorn!!!
pissed me off!

dis was e gift tt came tgt wif e Popcorn Combo set..
a cow calendar.. v cute..

e movie was nice!!
but e seat suxs!

had dinner back in Hg..
was full frm all those junk food we had in cinema..
so we onli had meatball noodles..



e teachers in sch ask me dis ..
" u're so fair.. how come u will pick a malay boy wif such dark skin tone to be ur fav baby? "
i told dem i dunno y..
lOl.

look at e difference.. lOl !!!
tt was my hand & tt was his leg..







can someone tell me y am i feeling so down dis few days??
seems lyk everythin was not in my favor.
nth goes my way..
my mood, my temper, my attitude was reali bad.. ='(
moody.moody.moody.
argh!!!!!!!
i hate myself! Damn me!








to be continue ...

Today we're celebrating National Day in advance..
cuz tml Teacher Joan & Auntie Koh r on leave..
so im supposed to plan e celebration 4 today cuz im taking e assembly every thurs..

well,
everythin went quite smoothly..
im reali glad.. (:
be4 tt, im reali v stress up & worried..



be4 e start of e celebration,
we're taking photos wif e Singapore flag tattoo on..
everyone was so happy..
hehe..

scream lyk hell during e celebration.
everyone was over excited.
dey juz couldn't stop talking.. -.-"
but it was fun.. (:

Teacher Latifah said " well done Miss Hong! "
i felt reali happy..
hehe

met up wif dear 4 dinner aft work..
had a different dinner today..

dis was our rice..
damn!! i 4got e name..
i onli noe was Salt fish ... bla bla bla rice.. ):
haiz..
me & my poor memory.

look at my bag..
full of keychains..
hahas..
let me intro to u..

Frm e Left :
Mr Super Grover, Little Miss Sunshine, Little Miss Chatterbox, Miss Nurse(dunno her name),
Little Miss Shy, Mr Small, Mr Happy and lastly Mr Oscar.
dear gt me all of dis.. (:
lOl.


gosh.
im real tired..
gotta work dis sat.
actually it wasn't my shift.
but Teacher Joan requested a change in shift wif me.
so i agreed.

luckily Mon its a holiday!! =)
appt in TTSH on tues.. ):
haiz...
damn sian..


**
although der's still some time be4 u go
im alr missing u so so much !!! ='(
haiz...




to be continue ...

Im hell sleepy & tired now..
think my flu & cough is coming back.. ):
but i still decided to blog be4 i slp.. (:

did both my hand & toe nails..

now its full of bling bling..
hehe.. (:
i luv it..

sat nite was boring..
alone at home.. ):
so i settle my dinner wif instant noodle bought by dear few days ago.


aft noodle session,
i actually sat down infront of e tv & finished a show.
title " Stay Connected "
i've watched it be4 le..
but still wanna watched again..

it was late..
ard 11 plus..
i went to bed..
ZZZzzzzz ..

mtg up wif dear on Sun noon.
which was ytd.
we went 4 a movie.. =)


bought some snacks in to chew on..

its actually alot of snacks..
we were FULL!

e show was HELL hilarious..
super funny !!
hahas..
rating: 5/5 !!
*thumbs up*

enjoyed watching movie wif u dear.
i wan more movies wif u.. (:
can??
hehe. =X

aft tt,
went 4 our dinner..
we weren't hungry at all.
but i promised my dad i will eat be4 i come home 4 performance.


our dinner.

e not reali nice fishball noodle.
i luv e Yishun fishball noodle.. (:
not onli me.. including dear.
lOl !!

back home to prepare 4 my performance..
still gt some time left be4 gg out..
so start to take some photos..




deleted quite alot..
cuz alot reali dun look nice.. ):
all becuz of my untidy hair.
i wan to rebond ASAP!!!!!
but i wan my hair to be longer be4 i rebond.
so gotta wait.. ):
***pls faster grow... my dear hair..

performance was alrite..
luckily nth goes wrong..
*phew..
thanks Michelle's dad 4 e ride home.. (:

today i guess smth muz be damn wrong wif my dear.
he's gone totally haywire!!!!
probably his wires r all connected wrongly..
needs to be repair..
-.-"
lOl !!


ok.
im reali tired le.
gg to bed..


to be continue ....

The Fairy

Name~min | sharlene
School~ Worldkids management Pte Ltd
Bdae~10 June

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