im back again wif holiday mood.
tml's another half day 4 work.
and thurs NO WORK!!!
im so happy.

but.
even der's no work,
der's performance.!
lOl.

tml's performance is during e nite time.
and thurs's performance is in e aftnoon.
aftnoon? tt's abit weird.
but i was told by dad its in e aftnoon.
shall not care so much,
as long as i gt $$ to earn.. (:

and YES!
i finally gt my pay!!!!
my v 1st pay.
hehe.
but i made a stupid mistake while writing my acc no. on my cheque.
lOl.
i was damn worried tt it wont be banked into my account.
still gt to wait 4 a few days 4 e cheque to be over.
super sian...

2009 is gg to be here.
wad's my goal 4 2009?
hmm .. hv yet to think abt it.
will set 1 be4 2009 is here.
erm .. which is by tml!
-.-"


as far as i noe,
e video dedication tt we were asked to shoot will be broadcast thr-out tml in suntect.
which last 4 abt 15 secs per video..
i was told it will be broadcast on a big tv ? screen?. ?? which i dunno where is it!!?
yes. i admit im a mountain tortise.
hehe.
ok. stop it!
ya, as i was saying..
i cant go and c how stupid and ugly i look on e screen.
argh!!!!
anyway, its gd tt i dun go.
if not throw my own face.
hahas.


counting down to last day of attachment
[ 33 miserable days ... ]


alrite,
to be continue ... ...

its a nice and comfortable sat and sun.
(:
wondering y?
becuz i've slpt enuff 4 dis 2 days.
hehe.
and i wake up feeling happy.
=D
but im still feeling tired.
hahhaas.

i've learn smth today.
frm cindy.
tt is how to lock my post.
hahhas.

i shall try.
hmm..
maybe i shld try scolding " u "
ppl who r interested may ask me 4 e password. (:

my colleagues @ Achema.
dey r so nice!
simply luv working wif dem.
(:
those who were standing had alr left Achema.


me ~ miki ~ calista.


oh my.
so blur...
muz find out who took dis photo.
hahhaas! =X

quite a few upcoming performance..
tml - 2 stages.
31st - 1 stage.
17th - 1 stage.

so far, der's 4 stages.
yes!
i can earn abit of $$..

i suddenly had a weird feeling.
hahas!
i dunno y.
but .. i lyk dis feeling.
its alot better den e past.
i can feel e peacefulness.
i dun feel stressful.
=D
maybe tt's .... FREEDOM???!!
hehe.

anyway,
its wkend again..
i luv spending my wkends @ home rotting instead of gg out..

ok la.
shall stop here.
off to do my stuffs.

p/s: chalet $$ is to be refund.
pls msg me ur name and acc. no & type of acc. thkz.


to be continue ... ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
=D

its a season of giving..
hehe.
too bad sg dun snow.
if not tt will be great!!!

* ytd's event : party @ little aunty's hse *

work halfday ytd.
went to Shokudo restaurant 4 x'mas lunch wif Achema's colleagues.
a bunch of fun and loving guys + gals!
(:

chit chat + laughters during lunch.
gossiping abt e "LAWS"
hahas.
FYI : "Law" is e surname of our boss la.
hahhaha!


gift exchange among e 13 of us.
im lucky..
gotten Calista's Ferrero Rocher. (:


im slowly falling in luv wif Ferrero Rocher!!!
slowly giving up my Kinda Bueno.. (:

poor ShiJie,
got a toothbrush and a toothpaste frm Steffy.
lOl.
we were laughing out loud!!!

aft tt,
went home to get prepared to go to my little aunty hse 4 celebration.
hv our x'mas dinner over der.
plus red wine and a WHITE COLOR log cake.!
its v v nice.
hahahhas..

ard 8.45pm,
meet xinyi @ Junction 8 to shop 4 present exchange 4 today's party.
tgt wif my bro and celina.
bought myself a new mp3.
(:

so now gotta save save save my $$ all over again. -.-"
lOl.

aft shopping,
we went home tgt.
wrapped up all e presents.
played monopoly.
watched "The eye 2" during midnite.
called 4 Mac delivery cuz me and xinyi were hungry.
fell aslp aft tt.
lOl.

* today's event : party @ little Chloe's hse *

woke up in e morning today feeling super tired.
prepare myself and went out wif family to little Chloe's hse.
hv a light lunch over der.
watch abit of vcd and we started our game session.

e game includes lots of qns.
u hv to write down individual names to e qns.
4 eg:
qn: "who can dun talk 4 1 whole day?"
Ans: shimin.
hv to fill in all e ans be4 e time is up.

i didn't manage to finish up all
BUT
i still gt 12 marks.
which i think i rank no. 4th or 5th ??
haha. 4gotten.
i still gt my prize. (:

ltr on,
its gift exchange time!!!
i gt a gift frm chun sheng.
its a mp3 speaker!
wow~ cool..
juz nice 4 me.
cuz i bought my mp3 ytd.
hehe..
=D



e green watch and clip is frm hui psia.
barbie doll board is frm my 2nd sis.
red color wrapper is frm Siqi (cousin's wife) ..
its a nice towel.

will upload e photos taken today when i gt dem.
=)

oh ya.
i've gotten e photos frm michelle.
hahas.
BUT i've decided not to upload all.
im onli gonna upload a few.
(:

i luv dis.. (:

me alone. (:


a relaxing pose ~

strong & windy
hahas!


another set of costume..

wif little doggy soft toys (:


i think der's a total of 70 picts.
hehe.
lazy to upload.
juz a few will do..
hahas.
enuff to decorate my blog...

back to work tml.
sian.
performance on sat..

hmm..
shld i go and rebond my hair??
or shld i wait?
hmm ..
i think i shall wait.
so i can save up more $$..

alrite
shall end my post here.
enjoy ur x'mas ppl ! (:





to be continue again .....

let me tell u story.

[ cast ] : male lead - bastard.
[ cast ] : female lead - stupid and girl
[ plot ] : Singapore.

e story begins lyk dis...

bastard and stupid gt tgt naturally.
at 1st was sweet and happy.
bastard is gd @ sweet talk.
stupid is gd @ mood swing.
stupid dun feel lyk talking.
bastard gt no choice, so keep quiet.

everytime aft a few days,
stupid is alrite.
and both of dem meet up happily.

1 day,
bastard feels weird.
stupid ask bastard y?
bastard says dunno how to phrase.
so stupid say nvm, when bastard noes how to phrase liao den say.
stupid guess tt smth is wrong.

...... [ e following day ] ......
bastard told stupid tt he cant stand stupid's mood swing
and is afraid of stupid.
stupid mention break up cuz she wans to let bastard feels better.
bastard agrees wif e breakup.
so dis r/s ended.

stupid returned everythin to bastard thr bastard's fren.
stupid aso passed a x'mas gift to bastard.
hoping to make up 4 wad stupid had cause 4 bastard.

stupid tot its reali her 4 causing bastard misery and sadness.
but in e end,
stupid found out e real reason behind it.

now.
here's e ending part..
reason bastard feels weird is becuz bastard no longer has feelings 4 stupid,
but bastard dunno how to say to stupid.
so on e day of break up,
bastard gt tgt wif girl.
so bastard and girl were happily tgt.

y is bastard a real bastard?
its becuz bastard can get tgt wif girl ON THE SAME DAY which stupid ended wif bastard.
isn't tt a bastard?
stupid was damn stupid.

stupid regretted.
but,
stupid has gotten it over.
and is smiling happily now. =D
stupid is leading a happy and carefree life now.
stupid realise tt she had became stronger. (:

.... THE END ....

yeah!
tml is x'mas eve.
im looking 4ward.. (:
to e gathering tml nite and e holidays!!
YIPEE!!
since IPP starts, i've nv been so happy and excited be4.

MERRY X'MAS AND HAPPY NEW YR TO ALL!!!
( excluding bastard ).
hehe.. (:


we wish u a merry x'mas
we wish u a merry x'mas
we wish u a merry x'mas
AND A HAPPY NEW YR!!!
=D

i finally gt my portfolios taken during last yr NOV !! -.-"
tt's 4 e purpose of making posters 4 performance & events.
aft waiting 4 almost 1 yr and 1 mth.
today michelle finally pass it to me!!
y waited so long?
its becuz of my teacher.
he misplaced e whole album!!!
till dis yr finally found.

i was so excited abt gg 4 today's lesson.
its not becuz e lesson interest me..
but its e photos tt interest me. (:

we were happily looking @ e photos
and sloting in 1 by 1 into e photo album.
thkz michelle's dad 4 developing it 4 me and given me an album to put my photos.. (:
hehe.

too bad my printer or usb cable is not working.
i cant scan in my photos to post here.
but i've ask michelle to burn into a disc 4 me..
hehe..
so tt i can develop e photos i wan into larger size and hang it on my wall .
and as well as post it here. (:
hehe..

so happy to c e photos.
lOl.
i think i'll hug e photos to slp.
hahas. juz jk la.

simply love e photos so much.
be4 lessons, i look at dem.
aft lesson on e way home inside e car, i look at dem.
getting down frm car, i look at dem.
inside e lift, i look at dem.
while starting up my lappy, i look at dem.
lOl.
im crazy over dem.
hehe.

ok la.
tml gotta work.
will take a last look at dem be4 gg to bed..
hahas!
ZzzZzz


to be continue ... ...


* in some areas, im noe im a total failure.
perhaps in other ppl's eyes, im nth.
juz a piece of rubbish to be thrown aft use.
or i stand in ppl's way.
how dey wish e world is w/o me.
but im sure someone out der in a corner of e earth,
who dun c me as tt.
even if its onli 1 person or 0 out of e whole world.
i dun mind, as long as i believe in myself.
i hv myself.*

alot of times i realize im not suitable 4 r/s.
but still, i keep stepping in.
cuz i tot each time would be better.
but i was totally wrong.

again,
i failed badly.
i fell hard.
instead of bringing joy and happiness,
i cause misery and fear.

perhaps im most suitable to be alone
rather den stepping into r/s.
so tt i wont cause any unhappiness to ppl.

maybe im wrong to start e r/s in e 1st place.
i tot i can change myself.
i tot i can overcome myself.
im wrong!

im alr trying v hard ..
v hard to change ..
ppl juz cant c it.
or at least feel it.
ppl dun appreciate it..

i noe tt everyone has a limit to tolerance.
but do u reali think tt i took it 4 granted?
ppl think tt i dun wan to change.
but wad do dey noe?
dey noe nth at all !!!

dey onli noe tt im causing misery to dem.
so?
in e end, i leave.
to free dem frm misery and fear.
to grant dem their wish.
maybe disappearing into thin air would be better.
im such a failure.

ppl who dun wish us to be tgt, UR WISH HAS CAME TRUE.!!!
u shld noe who u r.
--------------------------------------------------------------------

** my last msg to u:
sry 4 not being a gd gf 4 u.
i guess im not suitable 4 u ba..
u need someone who can be der 4 u anytime
and someone who wont cause u misery.
i noe i've cause u misery and fear.
so i decided to leave.
although i noe tt ytd u've alr decided to end,
but u din say it out.
today i gt ur hint.
well anyway, everythin is over.
u r free frm misery and fear now.
thkz 4 everythin u hv done 4 me.
its appreciated.
p/s: e things tt i wanna return u will be wif zheng le.
take it frm him.
thkz. gdbye!
**

had a long long slp..
slpt @ 3.30am last nite.
wake up @ 5pm today.
how i wish i can slp lyk dis long everyday.

everyday aft work,
i'll hv my fav choc waffle frm e bread shop near my hse w/o fail,
except for e days where i meet my dear aft work.
cuz by e time i came back, dey r alr closed!
(:

yummy!!
its soooooooo~ nice!!


meet up wif dear last wed aft work.
went to bishan 4 Pasta Mania
aft tt,
went to amk hub 4 movie


a v nice show =D
dogs.
i luv dogs!!!
esp small dogs. (:



played monopoly last nite.
technologies r so high tech now.
last time we played by using those paper $$ frm monopoly,
now, instead of notes,
we r using cards.!
so call "credit card"
WOW~!
hahas..

my dear is busy working..
we haven meet up since last wed.
he's been working since last thurs.
and all e way till sun.
aiyo..
take gd care ya??

im still tired aft slping 4 so long..
yawnz !!!!

to be continue ... ...

* miss u so much my dear! *

PEGASUS
Characteristics & Personality

1. Pegasuses hate to be restricted
2. Pegasuses have ingenious intuition
3. Pegasuses are unabashedly temperamental
4. Pegasuses can be lazy
5. Pegasuses nod but they aren't listening
6. Pegasuses suddenly disappear
7. Pegasuses are incredibly true to their own feelings
8. Pegasuses love extravagance
9. Pegasuses have trouble shaking off bad moods
10. Pegasuses are hard to figure out



You are Gold Pegasus
who is extremely cheerful and seems like a very open person.
You can show consideration to others
and have a good sense of humor.

You are also a person who doesn't want to loose.
However, you can be very temperamental
and can suddenly become optimistic, and next minute you are very pessimistic.
You look for fancy atmosphere in daily life
but you know that is only to cover up for your own dissatisfaction and discontent.

You possess unworldly bilateral character.
You have very unique personality
and people who like you and those who don't are clearly divided.
You tend to be audacious
but you must be careful when you use it.
Because Gold Pegasus people tend to be divided into those
who exhibit great talent and those who can go stray from the right path.

Unlike your confident attitude
you are rather too nervous
sensitive and can easily change or give up your objectives.
Your natural instinct is fabulous
and you have a passionate personality.

You tend to lead life with lots of emotional ups and downs.
You dislike being restricted
and prefer to enjoy freedom
and this will not change even after you get married.
Therefore there is a chance of you getting divorced.
___________________________________________________

how true can dis be??
or its juz a game 4 fun??

try it.
http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/index.html

i took so long to blog dis post.
lOl.
here r e photos taken by e photographer during Xinjie's wedding.
enjoy. (:

sat noon went to Sembawang Park 4 telematch
wif all my relatives.
even though its drizzling and we were playing under e rain,
its indeed fun.
and its so embarrassing 4 me..
but
doesn't matter la.
as long as everyone had a great time and a great laugh. =D
i won myself dis few items:
1 - 2 packets of Rock Sugar.
2 - a packets of Ricola
3 - 2 packets of cheese balls.
4 - 2 packets of Mamee.
5 - 2 ice bags.

aft tt
went to town wif xin to look 4 my bro & gf
their 1st day of work.
he looks reali smart in his uniform.

wait 4 dem to finish work be4 gg 4 late dinner tgt.
waited till ard 10.30pm,
received his call saying dey knock off le.
so we meet up @ e train stn.

der's nth left to eat in town,
so we went back to hg -- MAC --
alighted @ hg mall.
had our dinner + supper der.

aft eating,
we actually drag ourselves home.
whereby all of us r super tiring,
when i finally reach home,
i fall aslp immediately aft changing my clothes.
worst is i din even remove my make up!!! -.-"

ytd nite,
onli me and dad were @ home.
so he suggest gg to 1st uncle's hse den go 4 dinner downstairs.

we stayed @ 1st uncle's hse 4 a long time.
end up we had our dinner der.
thkz 1st aunt 4 e dinner and dessert.
its delicious.. (:

Avril's dad need me to help him re-dl e video clips tt he wanted
and little Avril happily invited me over to stay @ her big and beautiful hse.
so i went over to their hse 4 e nite.
(:
so sweet of her.

upon reaching her hse.
she showed me her beautiful hse.
hehe.
i start dl-ing e video clips 4 her dad.
aft dl-ing,
its alr 11pm+
its late..

Avril's dad went over to my hse 4 "red wine" gathering
wif e guys over @ my hse.
little avril was fast aslp in e cosy room.
me and avril's mum was watching tv in e living room
soon,
we switch to watching korean drama.

wif e different kind of tibits on e table,
we chew and munch thr e show.
till ...
3.30am..
both of us r tired.
i think i even doze off while watching.
haha.
so ps.

we went to bed.
i was alone in another room,
while avril + her mum was in e master bedroom.
e little cozy room which i slpt in was indeed cozy..

soon its morning.
avril came in to wake me up.
(:

head off to IMM 4 our lunch.
avril's dad originally wanted to go to compass pt.
but
still lose to e IMM suggested by avril's mum.

had a nice and full lunch.
acc. avril on an animal ride.
actually its quite fun.
i enjoy it too.
(:

went to DAISO to walk ard..
nth 4 me to buy.
nth 4 avril's mum to buy too.
so dey headed home awhile aft tt.

so i waited 4 dear @ IMM.
waiting 4 him to arrive,
i walk ard e big shopping mall.
nth much to shop ..

in e end aft dear arrived @ IMM.
we still walk ard e big mall.
but nth much to shop too.

went back to his hse.
watch vcd.
ard 9pm,
went to had our dinner @ a coffee shop near bedok interchange.

aft tt,
went home.
im tired.

-----------------------------------------------------------
-----------------------------------------------------------

mood swing is back.
i reali dun wan it to come back ..
but
i dunno how to avoid it.
and i dunno how to ctrl it.
it makes me juz dun feel lyk talking.
juz dun feel lyk doing anythin.
juz dun feel lyk gg anywhere.
i dunno wad is e cause of it.
i dunno how long it'll last too.
i tried thinking of e root cause of it.
but everytime i tried to do tt,
i failed.


i simply hate myself when im in e mood swing state.
i've come up wif a conclusion..
wheneva im hving mood swings,
i wont meet up wif anyone,
i wont go anywhere.
i'll juz stay @ home and listen to my songs.
y?
so as not to affect anyone ard me.
yes. and i will decide on dis conclusion.

-----------------------------------------------------------
-----------------------------------------------------------
i wanna apologize 4 ytd and today.
i am sry.
i dun mean it.

Hell man
i've nv taken so much medication in my WHOLE life!
......
but im left wif no choice
but to swallow dem!
=/



taken a day off frm work.
went 4 video shooting dis morning.
everythin went smoothly.
tt's wad i wished 4.
(:

but der's 1 thing im damn pissed off wif.
YES!
its u.
u ruin my wonderful morning!
wad's wrong wif e old and e new one?
isn't e address e SAME?!
fussy OLD WRINKLED FAT LADY!
Oops!
i guess im too mean..
but.....
its u who offended me.
so ..
i'll go ahead wif e scolding.
juz to vent my anger.

aft shooting,
went to bugis wif my partner - michelle -
she brought me to e 10 bucks street.
and i saw so many many nice nice clothes
which onli cost 10 bucks!!

haiz..
but..
gg to bankrupt soon le la.
so 4get it.

anyway,
we bought an identical naval stud.



its both crystals on top and below.
its ... - BEAUTIFUL -

aft tt,
went to grab some light snacks..
den head home..
thkz uncle 4 fetching me ...


ard 3pm+
went to c doc.
i realize im so troublesome.
and its so ex la.

infection here infection der.
haiz.
sometimes i think im so useless... >_<
visit paul and serene in their fish tank.
hehe.

its such a long time i saw dem.
miss dem so much.
had a long long talk wif both of dem.
hope everythin goes well 4 both of u in ur fyp. (:
all e best.
will visit u all soon again alrite? hehe
aiya!
4got to take photos wif dem.
nvm.. der's always a nxt time.
=)

went off to meet dear @ bedok.
today dear's family is celebrating their mama's b'dae in advance.
so dey book a restaurant in Yishun..
and im invited aso..
hehe..
so sweet of dem.

went to get his mama a pressie.
den off to meet dem in his daddy's car.
nxt,
heading to e restaurant in Yishun.


hahas.
funny part is his daddy drove all e way to MANDAI.
r we gg to e zoo??
lOl.
no la.
he juz miss e exit to Yishun..

reach e restaurant @ ard 8pm.
meet his sister and bf outside e restaurant.
1st time hving meal tgt wif dear's whole family.
its abit nervous.
actually,
not abit la.
its VERY!
lOl.

had a nice and wonderful dinner.
all e fun and laughters make e whole dinner comfortable..
thkz dear and family 4 inviting me.. (:



thkz uncle 4 e ride home..
=D


oh ya.
be4 i end my post 4 today,
dear gave me a surprise by giving me 2 cardigans frm Cotton On.

to my surprise,
he actually noes wad cardigan im eyeing and e colors + e correct size!!
i onli told him once tt i regretted not buying it.
tt's all. i din mention anythin else.
=)

thkz dear!!
i reali luv dis surprise..
hehe.. (:




home sweet home.
my gastric is giving me HELL.
argh!!!
feel lyk removing e whole gastric frm my body.
=X

back to work tml.
sian..
but i reali enjoyed today..
so many things took place in juz 1 day.
its a v v meaningful day 4 me..
=D


-- thkz dear 4 e wonderful surprise..
i luv it alot.
-- love u lots --
-- muackz --

finally gt e picts taken in e train frm xin.
yeah..

our entrance tix.


xin tried taking e photo.
but seems lyk she's in difficulties.
i guess me too..
look @ our "fake smile"
lOl.
let me do e job. (:

tadang!!~
ok rite?
hehe.
sun tanning = sun burn... -.-"

no work tml.
(:
cuz i've taken e day off.
yipee!!!

but still gotta wake up early la.
juz slightly later den e time i wake up 4 work.
hope tml's shooting goes well and end earlier..
i dun wanna drag till v late.

tired tired tired.
dis is e word i've been using all e while since IPP starts.
my pimples r coming out.!!!
GET LOST MAN!
i dun welcome u.
shoo!~
go back to ur country.

counting down to end of IPP
[ 53 days ]


waiting 4 dear to reach home.
wait....
wait .....
wait ......
wait ........

Zzzz

hahas!!

gd nite!!!
to be continue ......

2nd wk of ipp.
still gg well.
haven die frm suffering yet.
but i guess it'll be soon..
(:

der's smth i regretted so much.
so much tt i wanna bang e wall.
lOl.

to Xinyi:
" hey, i regretted not buying tt cardigan man "
hahahas..
u noe when i regretted?? dis morning. -.-"

anyway,
nv buy aso gd la.
can save $$$!!!
rite?
(:

i hate dis period where im so so so short of cash!
wad e hell is gg on???!!!
haiz! argh!
@*^#$@%$
juz feel lyk venting my anger out.


counting down to e end of my ipp.
i noe its a little too fast to do so.
but ..
i juz cant wait 4 it to finish.
and i can slp till late late..
wake up late late..
rot at home.
(:


alrite,
my dear is rushing me to slp le..
cuz its gg to be 1am soon.
gotta work tml..
hehe..

counting down to end of ipp
[ 57 days ]


gd nite!!
to be continue ... ...

p/s: i love u.

The Fairy

Name~min | sharlene
School~ Worldkids management Pte Ltd
Bdae~10 June

Other fairies

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Avril(1)
Avril(2)
Cindy
Cheryl
Chloe
Jerene
Joie
JieXiang
JunXian
Khalis
Liinish
Lishan
Lilian
Michelle
MicHeLLe
Natt
Pauline
Serene
Szeyin
Xinyi
XinJie
Zharfan
ZhiYang
ZiJian

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