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Saturday, May 30, 2009

Finally graduated frm NYP.




happy to c myself graduated.
but more happy to c my dear appearing in sch!
was it meant to be a surprise?
hehe.
he nv failed to make me happy. =D



my dad came to attend my graduation ceremony.
i was looking 4 him frantically inside e ceremony hall.
so afraid he'll missed it or he lost his way.
called him so many times but he din picked up.
was so worried.



paul told me she saw dad alr in sch be4 9am.
but he was nowhere to be spotted.
finally,
i spotted him sitting infront. -.-"
relaxing & enjoying e air con.
gt worried 4 nth.



was waiting 4 him to turn behind.
and finally he turned and i wave at him.
and he wave back. =)
indeed happy..



took photo wif dad be4 he left 4 work.
aft tt,
took photo wif dear. (:



but photos were all wif michelle.
will get frm her tonite.








aft everythin ended,
went to Clark Quay wif dear.
had our lunch @ Hooters.
its my treat. =)



our food. (:
delicious steak + ice cream + soup of e day + root beer.







aft lunch,
went to hv a lil' shopping wif dear be4 he sent me home to prepare 4 my performance.

my present frm dear. =)
e cutest thing i've eva seen.
hahas!
LOVE U.


performance @ Boon Lay tt nite.
damn late den perform.
and im so so so tired. =(



my pay cheque 4 dis mth. =)
my 1st pay which is over 1k.
lOl !
hehe.
so happy.
food 4 my bank acc. =D

graduation was overall alrite.
im so happy to c all my frenz. (:
but onli till e moment i still saw e sickening childish fucking stupid irritating disguisting monkey face.
tot e day would ended beautifully,
who noes u spoilt it.
damn u.
stop acting as if u're so popular & beautiful.
sry, to be u're not.
u're juz lyk a bitch to me. =)


to be continue ...




***
happy & blessed to hv u my dear.
i love u.

sharlene signed off @6:15 PM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

hell man.
i had diarrhoea 5 times today.
gastric giving problems.
hving stupid headache.

so aft settling my kids to slp,
i went off to visit e doc.
dear came to pick me up @ ard 1pm+
clinic onli opens @ 2pm.

so we went 4 our lunch 1st.
i had plain porridge wif egg.
reali had no appetite.
onli ate a few mouths..
not even half bowl.
so dear resort to feeding me. -.-"
lOl.

im always feeding e kids in my class.
now,
its my turn to be fed.
its quite funny actually.
a lady turning 22 in abt 2 wks time was being fed in public coffee shop!

doc gave me lots of pills.
4 my headache, stomache, diarrhoea, gastric, antibiotics, and a packet of dunno wad 4 me to mix in my water 4 dehydration.
ZZZzzz.

hate it when it comes to taking med.
yucks!

return to sch @ ard 2.45pm.
took med in dear's car.
he even wans to film/take pict of e way i took my med. -.-"

when i've reached my class,
dey hv alr woken up.
all sitting on e floor.

dey took turns to ask me where i went.
cuz dey couldn't c me when dey woke up.
everyday dey will c me sitting on e chair when dey opened their eyes.
but not today.
hahas.

and i saw their eyes brightened up when i walked into e class.
lOl.
e feeling is nice.. (:

still wasn't feeling quite well so i did not let dem do any work.
juz do some coloring to keep dem busy.
den allowed dem to play wif toys.

struggled till 7pm.
finally knocked off.
dragged myself home.
fell aslp inside e bus.
walked slowly and unsteadily home.

lost my appetite so skipped my dinner.
curled up in my bed so my gastric wont felt so uncomfortable.
drums in my head r still hving concert. (headache)

im v tired.
or shld i say exhausted.
im gg to slp..
graduation ceremony tml.
still hving e thoughts of not gg.
but alr paid 4 e gown.
wasted if i din turn up. ):

haiz..



to be continue ...




*****
i miss u much dear.

sharlene signed off @11:15 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

gastric felt reali terrible today.
tt caused me to lose all my mood. =(
and i flare up easily today.

In e past,
i had dis mindset tt i dun need to meet up wif my BF everyday.
tt is 1 thing tt i dun lyk.

i carried dis mindset along wif me till i met him.
even though we're aso not mtg up everyday,
but im always thinking of him.
wanted to c him v badly.
wanted to noe wad is he doing at e moment.
wanted to noe whether is he thinking of me.
wanted to call him up.
wanted to keep e sms gg on.

all dis thoughts,
i've nv had be4 in e past r/s.

Today,
i guess we're supposed to meet up.
but he cant make it.
he msg me in e morning to let me noe.

of cuz i will felt sad & disappointed.
cuz i've always been looking 4ward to meet him everytime.
well, tt partly affected my mood. ( partly becuz of my gastric )

i kept telling myself to cheer up.
but i failed. =(
until he sent me a msg.
saying he would came to fetch me home 1st be4 attending to his stuffs.

at tt moment,
i was abit guilty.
i dun wan to trouble him so i said its alrite, i will go home myself.
but he insisted on sending me home 1st.
and i agreeded.

when he arrived, i was happy.
but due to my gastric in pain on & off, i lost e mood to talk.

e journey home was quiet.
i knew he felt sad.
he juz held my hand while driving.

we stopped by a petrol kiosk.
he asked me to wait in e car 4 him.
he went to get smth..

when he's back,
he's holding a plastic bag filled wif 3 breads and 2 glass bottle soymilk.
breads r 4 me to eat during my working time when im hungry,
soymilk r 4 me to drink at nite incase my gastric acts up.
i looked at e items in e plastic bag,
i was speechless.
i do not noe wad to say.

he went out of e car to get another stuff.
i looked at e plastic bag filled wif breads and milk,
i almost teared.
i was happy & at e same time touched..
reali touched ..

he's back again wif a box of panadol.
cuz i complaint headache + giddy ytd nite.

i smiled and held his hand.
den we carried on e journey home.



To my dearest dear:
i apologized to u 4 today.
i dun meant to make u sad.
its juz tt i hate it when i cant c u. =(
and ..
i love u too much.


to be continue ....

sharlene signed off @8:42 PM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

performance ytd was quite alrite.
damn tiring ..
and my dear reali surprised me ytd.
he popped out of no where to bring me bread and pink dolphin @ my performance place.
i was so reali shocked + surprise + touch !! =)
cuz i did not hv my dinner ytd nite.
awww .. love u so so much !

today early morning met up wif dear.
went to Katong to hv KFC.
i had OR filet burger meal.
dear had a super value box which includes a shrooms burger, a piece of drumlet and whipped potato.
we had 2nd round. lOl !
a 2 piece chicken meal. -.-"
im reali dead full.
hahas.

aft tt,
drove to Suntec.
went to look at phones..
im still thinking whether i shld get Xperia or W705. =(
haiz..
difficult choice..

aft shopping @ Suntec,
drove to East Coast.
found a shaddy spot,
parked our car der and ....
we slpt. ! hahas.
slpt all e way till .. 4.59pm.
lOl.

dinner @ a coffee shop nearby my hse.
had noodle + satay.

super duper uper full.
dear was powerful.
he had 3 cans of cokeS.
i had 2 cans of SoyabeanS.
3 VS 2.
i lose. =(

and we ended up TOO FULL again.
hahas.

spent e whole day wif my love.
felt so happy.
felt so secured when im aslp in his car, leaning on him.
noe-ing he's right der beside me. =)




to be continue ....




***
i love & enjoy every single min & sec wif u. =D
loves & huggies*

sharlene signed off @9:01 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

On Tues aft work,
met up wif dear 4 our dinner.
i wanted to eat noodle tt day.
so i suggested gg to Yishun's particular coffee shop to hv it.
dis was wad we ordered..

and e weather was damn freaking hot.
i ate till im fed up wif e prawn. -.-"

Wed noon,
dear made a special delivery 4 me ard noon time..
he's afraid i'll go hungry.. (:
im so glad i had a so super caring BF.
a small lil' action could made me so happy.. =D

but der's no bottle opener in e centre. =(
so i had to bring it home and drink..

on every thurs,
its our Mac Session.. (:
cuz of e Contour Glass tt i wanna collect all ..
its reali beautiful ..
today's BLUE.


my MacSpicy + 2 packet of chilli sauce added.
dear's BIG MAC + no chilli sauce added.

was so fulling.. =)

learnt smth today frm dear..
we talked abt a particular topic be4 dinner.
** Stealing Counsel Damage Free **
i wanted to blog out wad it means.
but dear said if i do tt,
e police will go knocking on his door.
lOl !
so i shall kept it as a lil' secret between us. (:

on 1 particular nite.
on e journey way home,
i decided to take a picture.
not our faces.
not e sceneries.
but ...
our hands holding on tgt ..

i luv e way my dear holds on to my hand.
he would hold onto my hand while he's driving,
and we will be happily talking abt everythin under e sun..
it gives me a sense of secure .. protection .. warmth ..
(sounds lyk im advertising 4 pads) -.-"
BUT IM NOT OK !
hahas !




to be continue ....




****
not to miss u,
but be wif u .. *Huggies*

sharlene signed off @9:45 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Dis was e photo taken by dear aft Polyclinic day.
inside his car..
wif e mask on .. and still smiling???

woke up @ 10.45am today.
cuz mtg dear @ 12pm.
gt up early to prepare so as to prevent myself frm being late!

baked smth 4 dear although its not smth new to him ..
shall do smth else 4 him nxt time rd.. (:

went to East Coast to hv Carl's Jr.
e burger was indeed HUGE!
lOl.
we ordered Western CheeseBurger.

-Double Western CheeseBurger- <--- dear's.
-Western CheeseBurger- <--- mine.

and be4 he ate e HUGE meal,
he's happily eating e cookies i baked 4 him.
end up he's hving prob finishing his meal.
hahas.

aft eating,
drove to Compass Pt.
he bought 2 bottles of mineral water, my mascara and a bowl of instant noodle 4 my dinner.
y 4 my dinner?
cuz we had a HUGE & HEAVY lunch.
so i dun wan dinner.
tt's y he bought me instant noodle incase im hungry.
at 1st he said i cant eat dis flavour.
cuz of my gastric.
but i guess he decided to let me hv dis aft c-ing my disappointed face??
hehe.. =P

dis were e photos taken 4 today.

and dis was taken during our lunch @ Carl's Jr.
was figuring out smth 4 him.
and he took it.
i shld hide my face when he take out his phone e nxt time. -.-"

tml's Mon again?!
tt's v fast man..
another wk starts tml..



to be continue ....




***
i cant stop loving & missing u.
cuz its part of my breathing now..

sharlene signed off @7:30 PM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I dunno where i shld start.
cuz seems lyk i haven been updating 4 ...??? a few days?
lOl.

hmm .. lets c ..
ok. i noe le..
shld start my story telling frm thurs..

thurs was Maths lesson.
taught dem matching of numbers to numeral words.
i was quite surprised tt my whole class could sat down properly and do their work.
normally dey will be running ard lyk nobody's business .. another word -monkeys-


and dey looked serious..
hahas.. =)
and i allowed dem to use my color pencils..
cuz i dunno wad happened to their color pencils..
??? becoming lesser and lesser, shorter and shorter each day.

r my eyes playing tricks on me?
Irvyn's teaching his classmate!

helping him to erase off e mistakes he made..
so helpful and kind of him.. =)

met up wif dear aft work.
went to hv Mac cuz i wanted e glass cup.
another color -pink-
beautiful !!

dear bought choc 4 me again..
dis time rd, wif soya bean milk.. (:


we bought 2 bottle.
1 4 him and another 1 4 me.
but ended up he asked me to bring e 2nd bottle back home too..

well,
im too full to finish e 2nd bottle.
so i kept in e fridge.


i guess tt shld be e end of thurs..

**************************************************


- Fri -

stupid gastric wasn't feeling well.
i still went to work.
cuz its their Art & Craft lesson.
dun wan dem to miss out e fun and dun wan myself to short of 1 item to display during sch opening.

worked @ 9am..
but i reached @ 9.10am.
10 mins late.. =x

a kid frm my class -Cheng Hong- is celebrating his 4th b'dae in advance in sch.
so his dad prepared a cake and some goodie bags 4 e kids in my class. (:
he's e one sitting down..
b'dae boy/girl gets to sit down while e rest stand ard e b'dae kid.


blowing out e candle..

cutting e cake.

his dad did not prepared a camera 4 him.
so i used my phone.
its abit blurred cuz i had to be fast incase dey move/did smth out of my imagination..
lOl ...

aft tt,
it was art & craft lesson.
we had vegetables printing today.
so my dad helped me to carve out e shapes on e potato.
star shapes and diamond shapes..
it was nice.. (:
thanks daddy!

aft art & craft,
i bathed dem..
gave dem lunch ...
den i went off.
cuz i took half day leave to pay a visit to e Polyclinic and of cuz dear was der to pick me up.


went to hv our lunch 1st..
can u imagine im eating Tom Yam when my gastric is unwell?
lOl.
its ok la.. once in a while.
hehe.

reached Polyclinic..
had to take temp and fill up particulars be4 gg in.
and i was shocked tt dey issued me a mask.!
???

e waiting time in Polyclinic was ...... terrible .. horrible ... miserable ... unbearable ...
super long lor.
luckily i had dear wif me to acc me.
if not i would hv walked out of e Polyclinic right away.

we reached der @ ard 2.15pm..
waited till ... 3pm++???
think so..

another thing was tt,
e waiting time was more den 1 hr..
consultation time??
LESS DEN 5 MINS!!!!
best liao.

doc gave me a referral letter to TTSH.
appt date was somewhere in July..
4gotten e date.. muz check..
roughly ard 2 mths frm now..

aft consultation,
went to Pharmacy to collect my medicine..
den went to collect e referral letter.

ard 6pm+
went to Hg mall to hv our dinner..
i wanted Long John Silver.
dear wanted too..
so off we went to hv it ...
i always luv it wif cheese.. =D
cant resist e taste..

on e way to hg mall,
der's a spider tt crawled out frm dunno where inside e car..
of cuz my reaction was BIG.

dear kept him inside my med plastic bag which i had completed.
he had to catch e spider and at e same time drive. lOl.
challenging lei.. =)
well, can u believed im afraid of e lil' him??

reached home,
elder sis showed me dis..

WOW!!
gigantic snacks.
all were huge.. =O

sis gave me 1 lolipop..
hehe..

received sms frm Fangyi saying its my shift to work tml.. (which is today)
sian..
woke up so early today.. 5.30am.
left home 4 work @ ard 6.50am.
reached centre @ ard 7.55am.
juz nice.. i worked 8am. (:

to my surprise,
i talked quite alot to e teacher whom i always complained to dear tt i dun lyk her.
she came and asked me where i printed those cute images tt we needed 4 work.
so i told her.. gave her e website..

and .. i took e same bus as her to Yishun Int.change..
cant believe it..


ok. im tired..
gg to slp ..
Yipee!! mtg dear tml..



to be continue ....

sharlene signed off @9:18 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

On e way to work dis morning,
bump into Teacher Chris @ Yishun Int'change.
so we took bus no. 806 tgt.
aft we alighted,
i realize e walk ways r almost sheltered compared to e walk ways when i alighted frm 804.
maybe shld take 806 when e weather is hot lyk crazy.

thanks dear 4 delivering my lunch today again..
LOVE U LOTS !!
muacks*
and dis was wad i felt lyk eating..
so, i requested dear to buy 1 foot long 4 me.
well, of cuz i cant finish 1 foot long..
so shared wif Teacher Fangyi.
cuz she wanted Subway too..
Subway Melts...
delicious ~!
aft e children finished their tea-break,
wanted dem to finish up their work 4 dis morning English lesson.
so dey started coloring..

but be4 tt,
let me introduced to u,
e 2 heros aka "monkeys" in my class.
1st headache hero... -Irvyn-
(he refused to smile..) i'll explained y ltr on..
2nd headache hero -Yu Fei aka ah Fei-
but he's slowly becoming more and more obedient. (:
now i'll explained to u, y Irvyn refused to smile..
cuz he wanted me to sit wif him..
but i refused.. i wanted to sit under e fan..
hahas.
tt explained his moody face.

c,
he's still v reluctant to do his work cuz im not sitting wif him.
but aft much persuading,
saying "if u dun color, i dun luv u.. "
plus gave him a hug,
he finally agreed to color. -.-"
but his face.... still "smelly"..
lOl !

oh ya,
e boy beside him coloring, is his cousin -Joshua-
he's more obedient den him x100 times.
but sometimes he can be a headache too.
think Irvyn is transferring sch @ e end of dis mth..
cuz he's moving hse..
wad's my feelings lyk??
dunno. when it happened den i'll tell u. (:

dinner today wif Xin.
we tried e western food near our hse..
her fish & chip
my steak.

our side dish.

its not reali nice..
taste weird..
but v filling..
went home aft tt..

dis was e rose my dear gave to me..
its blooming bit by bit.. (:



alrite,
shall end here.
dunno y recently im so so tired. ):
gg to bed in awhile's time..





to be continue ....

sharlene signed off @9:50 PM

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