Saturday, June 02, 2007
woke up early today to study BPO
finish up e test revision teacher gave
den slack all e way
help my bro to make friendship band.
lol
he wanted to give his gf one
haha
but he dunno how to make
so i help him
finish it den off he went
to meet his gf.
dey went jogging...
haha..
sweet rite?
gd luck to him.. ^^
saw U logging into msn wif tt dis.pict
a moment of sadness
saw ur msn nick
a moment of indescribable feeling
haiz...
but i noe 1 thing
u dun belong to me
and
i dun belong to u
so i noe der's no reason 4 me to feel dis way
its NOT complicated
i dun wish to think of it
i dun wish to say to anyone
i juz wan to keep tt little sweet memory in me
although its short, but its beautiful
i dunno y i suddenly tot of dis
i'm super sad
but
i hv no time to think of all dis now
so
shimin
pls keep ur mind onli on studies, prjs and exams!
nth else!
not even a single sec to think of other things!
study study study!
tt's wad i shld be doing
my dad's plannin 4 my Bbq stuff
and here
i'm sad over things i shld not be sad!
wad e hell am i doing?
i shld be happily discussing wif my dad
alright?
ya.! tt's wad i shld do
dad is racking his brain to help me think
i felt remorseful.. =(
i'm sry dad!
i'll cheer up and think wif u! ^^
To my dearest daddy: "i luv u dad! i luv u SOOOO much!!! u r reali GREAT!
der r somethings i wanna say to u
tt is:
sometimes when i'm feeling down
i tend to keep v quiet
and i din ans u when u talk to meu would come inside my room sit beside me pat and stroke on my head gentlydis action of ursreali make me feel guiltyi reali felt sad aft tt.
alot of times i wan to say sry to u
but i cant seems to say it out
so i wrote here
although u dunno
but its ok!
dun worryi wont do tt anymore! wadeva i wan, u wont hesitate to give it to me
u wont hesitate to buy it 4 me
no matter how exp it is.i'm reali bless to hv u as my daddy!
if i hv my nxt life,
i still wan u as my daddy
i still wan to come into dis family
i luv my great family:
my parents
1st sis
2nd sis
younger bro
and not 4gettin
my dearest grandparents!
i luv all of u!!!" *counting down to my b'dae
8 more days to my b'dae!
but 7 more days to my Bbq!
^^
*1 more week to holiday!
juz 1 more week
and i'll rush down to kbox
and sing my hearts out!!!
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