Saturday, October 04, 2008
woken up by my mum dis morning around 9:19am.
telling me ah gong had pass away.
i was stunned.
i ask her y.
called up my dad.
he's alr in hospital.
thr e phone i ask him.
his voice trembled.
he's crying.
im crying too.
me: "pa, where r u?"
dad: "im in e hospital."
me: "ah gong pass away ar?"
dad: "ya."
me: "y?"
dad: "dunno.. haven check yet."
so me, my bro and my 2nd sis took a cab rushing down to TTS
heavy traffic.
getting impatient.
on e way, everyone is weeping.
finally,
we reached TTS.
saw my ah gong lying der on e bed.
not moving.
not smiling.
not talking.
i look at him.
tears keep flowing.
i called out to him when im alone wif him
he din ans.
i said to him,
" ah gong, i tot u wan to come back and stay wif us?"
" i tot u told me u will be obedient and gd?"
"y didn't u keep ur promise?"
still,
he din ans.
he juz remain quiet and lying der wif his eyes closed.
i juz visited him ytd nite.
brought him e photo tt i took wif him during my previous visit.
i showed it to him.
he signal me to ask me to bring back.
i look at e photo he took previously and compare wif it ytd,
much thinner and pale den be4.
and today,
he's no longer here anymore.
everyone is crying so sadly.
no one noes wad's e cause of his death.
we will onli noe it tml morning.
i onli noe im sad.
='(
haiz..
gdbye my ah gong.
i miss u!
** to my dearest ah gong:
ah gong, although u hv left us
u r always 4eva in our hearts.
no matter wad, u r still e dearest and loveliest grandpa i eva hv.
hope u r happy in e other part of e world.
i luv u ah gong! **
sharlene signed off @1:50 PM
