Thursday, August 27, 2009
Suddenly i fell frm heaven to hell.
my life no longer sparkles..
no longer as beautiful as rainbow..
to be honest,
i felt reali miserable now..
ytd when i was at home,
i cried 4 e whole nite.
cried till i dunno when did i fall aslp..
woke up dis morning wif a pair of puffy & swollen eyes.
had to put double thick of my eyeliner..
dun intend to go to work,
but had no choice cuz der's not enuff teachers..
i had to put on my mask in sch..
smiling to everyone & playing wif e kids..
when dey were aslp.. everywhere was quiet..
onli at tt moment of time, i could reali heard my heart crying..
i felt lyk i've stabbed my heart wif a sharp knife..
it was bleeding & torn to pieces.. ='(
i always said im fine.. ... but now i realized im not.. ...
how i wish i would nv wake up tml.. .... ='(
sharlene signed off @10:01 PM
