Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Gosh.
im reali exhausted..
haven reali been slping since last sat.
to be exact, e no. of hrs i slpt was 7 hrs frm sat to today.
cuz our family is hving a ritual ceremony 4 my grandpa & grandma.
im so tired till i even fall aslp during e ceremony wif joss stick in my hand.. -.-"
i miss dem so much. ='(
shall upload e picts tml when im fully awake.
how i wish dey were still ard..
so tt i could share my troubles & feelings wif dem.
i could still slp wif my grandma instead of slping here now.
i rather listened to her olden days stories den listening to all those nonsenses frm her.
to be honest,
i dunno y i cant seems to get along wif her.
wheneva we started talking, i would raise my voice at her.
dun feel lyk answering her.
i juz couldn't talk to her in a peaceful manner.
DAMN IT!
take for example juz now.
i onli said 1 sentence & she's unhappy.
im not talking to her.
wad for she gets angry?
den she started saying me.
given my attitude, of cuz i would defend myself when i think im not in ANY wrong AT ALL!!!!
aft saying wad i wanted to say to her, i juz ignored her.
she continued to nag.. but none of it went into my ears.
it juz bypass thr..
i noe im bad. but i cant help it..
i dunno in wad way she offended me.
when it comes to her, i would always gave tt kind of attitude. =(
haiz..
i hate it when i dunno wad to do...
